My dear dear dear friends,
I've just returned from another day roaming the streets of this wounded
city, and I am writing to tell any of you who might be able to make it
here before the fires go out, to get on your horse and ride. I've
never seen anything like this. All the hatred that was demonstrated
on Tuesday seems to be balanced by waves of spontaneous and creative expressions
of love and compassion (and aggression and sorrow and revenge and religious
expression and ...) The city is an open council process, everyone
just speaking up, everyone..., displaying their feelings to strangers with
whom they've had a common traumatic experience. It's really
amazing. If any of you are able to get here, go to the memorial sites
constantly being created in Washington and Union Squares, go downtown and
talk with a policeman or a National Guardsman, at dinner break class lines
and ask the busboy about his feelings, everyone is so incredibly open.
There are no horns being honked, there is virtually no rudeness.
I go to sleep everynight with the nightmare image of the first plane heading
toward the first tower, and yet I feel so
fortunate to be in this city this week... the email and the phonecalls
from all over the world ...the constantly emerging individual stories,
everybody has a story; most end in life, but today I learned that "Mike
I" died in the fires. I played basketball with Mike for many years,
he was a much better player than me, but was always generous with his passes
and his humor. Like
many of the other guys I've played with, I knew him intimately but
never needed to know his last name, the buildings have a face for me now.
As for myself, I've been intending to try to get back my "regular life"
but there really isn't any time for it. Being here with friends,
making photographs, keeping our door open, walking, talking....... they
tell me things are different uptown; it seems that the closer you go to
the combustion, the more intimate life has become in its aftermath, my
friends in tribeca had much much more fearful experiences and they seem
even more bonded to eachother and to their neighborhood...there are big
canvases and
marker pens for everyone and they are filled with messages of all points
of view, but nobody seems to write over anybody else, everyone has their
own space and it seems to be respected, people just write what they feel,
there seems to be a separation between deists and non-deists, between those
who want to recognize the dead and those who need a wrathful response,
between... but it's so democratic, I'm proud of this culture,
I really didn't know we were so advanced.
I must sleep now, I am making a project of recording the multiplicity of voices as well as a poject recording the state of advertising at the time of the event (with the smoke in the background) and I want to start early in the morning, delicate things change quickly and this one surely will.
love to you all,
peter
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